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Recent HAPPENINGS in MY LIFE!!!

I have been looking forward to the K-Pop Concert Night on 23rd October 2010. I've been updating myself with the k-pop bands that were gonna come in that night. and i have been on facebook pages to keep updated on ticket sales... Then suddenly, during puasa, one night, my fren (Wendy) msged me asking if I was going to queue at Somerset 313 for the ticket sales.. It was totally havoc.. me and my sis were so damn worried that we could'nt get the tickets... Its been a week of worrying and finding ways to get our hands on the tickets when finally Nana (my saviour) told me her friend is selling the Cat 2 tickets... Me and my sis just agreed cos it concerns my lifelong happiness.. LOL.. we so much wanted Cat 1 tickets but Cat 2 would be fabulous too... As long as we got to go to the concert... And I so cant wait for the day.. and 23rd October came after a long wait.. And we were so ever excited cos it was our first official k-pop concert after missing a few fan meeting here and there. First up on stage was FT Island... they sang to name a few, LOVE LOVE LOVE, BING BING BANG, and I HOPE.. OMG the atmosphere was just awesome... We got high after just the first performance. Second up was Ze:a... And I saw Dong Jun (whom i screamed for "He's the guy I saw on Dream Team") LOL and next was Infinite, they sang 3 songs too and we screamed to "To Ra Wa" like mad! Next was D:NA or The Boss... and they sang my most favourite song by them " Admiring Boy" AAAAAAHAHAHA... OMG it was such a breathless night.. And SHINEE was to perform next.. Too bad Jonghyun had an injury and could not make it for the concert :( Get well soon Jong hyun! when they come out to sing "Noona is so Pretty", everybody just went wild and mad and high that everybody just stood on their chairs and went screaming and jumping and dancing and singing together with Wuri Shinee :) Shinee went on to make us high by singing Ring Ding Dong next... And next song they sang was LUCIFER... omg cant believe I would ever hear them sing and dance to LUCIFER.. after much screaming for "Hello", SHINee continue to sing for us their latest song.. Next performers were SNSD (Seo Nyeo Shi Dae) this time the boys screamed like mad and sang to the girls songs like crazy... ahahah.. they were so pretty and cute... and they promised to come back to Singapore with a concert. They sang 4 of their popular songs (Run Devil Run, Oh!, Gee and Make a Wish)... The highlight for the night was of course Big Bang... They were such good entertainers and they were so nice to the fans and we got high singing to their songs together with them. In total, Big Bang sang 6 songs.. And Taeyang is so cute and T.O.P is so HOT... And they sang my favourite "Haru Haru". The emcees for the night were Adrien and Yemie (from Showbix Extra) and they were good looking :) LOL we even got excited when they came out  LOL.It was a night filled with so good looking idols... It was certainly a night to remember a whole of my life :) The concert ended with a Michael Jackson song to promote "saving Gaia"... It ended with a blast at around 1130pm and we caught the last bus home... It was a lucky thing that i didnt hit anyone with my lightstick.. It almost flew off when I got excited ... Hahaha

4th Dec 2010 - Mnet Live in Asia (JYP Nation)

Me and my sis were thinking if we should go for FRH (I love Chinese Pop Concert) or the Mnet Asia Live in Singapore... We decided to go for Mnet cos we wanted to bring Wuri Oma to see her "heartbeat" LOL... We spent another half a thousand on K-pop concert tickets.. It was a pian at first to fork out the $$ but IT WAS REALLY WORTH IT... MNET Live in Asia was the best ever concert I've been to.. After Zuhur, Na, wuri Oma and Dong Seng, went out and head off to Marina Bay Sands for the concert (thanks to Oppa who send us there) When we arrive, we were told to go to a holding area first.. at the holding area, "public" and "fan clubs" were told to sit separately.. I was one of the "public" We thot the fan clubs came earlier to queue, but even some of the fans club members came late and when it was almost time to go to the performance hall, fan clubs get to go first... it was definitely annoying... We are also FANS for goodness sake, when it was the time for "public" queue to move, some queue-ers jumped queue and me and my sis made a scene by screaming at them cos the person in-charge couldnt control the crowd... It was super unorganised as the manpower distribution was ridiculous.. a place where they need more peeps to control crowd they go and put only 1 person.. Stupid right? But anyways, the performances put off all the unhappiness. Ready for the details of the performance? Lets go... When we ran in to the hall for the stage, as planned, we ran to the side stage and IT WAS SUPER DAMN DAMN NEAR TO THE STAGE!!!!! We started screaming our heads off even before the performance start as they played videos of the songs... First to make us scream even more was MBLAQ... They sang Oh Yeah! then they had their solo performances, and they sang Y! and up was One Better Day... OMG I CANT believe i saw them so close and they were so good looking like mad... hahah during one pf the performance, Mir was teasing us... We were screaming "MIR, MIR" then he heard but he pretended he never, after some more screaming of "MIR", he turn and gave us such a sweet smile.. I kept screaming of my bias "Lee Jun" like mad too and he gave fan service by "teasingly lifting up his shirt" OMO... and all the fans couldnt stop screaming when he did that... Their solo performance was good too... Seungho sang Rain's love song... it was good.. they are indeed Rain's disciples..lol.. Next was Miss A. One of the members didnt come due to her tight drama filming schedule :( but they sang well, with songs like Breathe and Bad Girl Good Girl... they even sang Lady Gaga's Poker Face, which was extremely good... I screamed all the same... Next was 2AM, they sang their 2 new songs "You Wouldn't Answer My Calls" and "Like Crazy" and my all time favourite "Wouldnt Let You Go Even If I DIe" and to thank the fans they dedicate "No.1 " for us and they even brought teddy bears for us for presents... JO KWON, CHANG MIN, JINWOON and SEU LONG was so good looking in white suits... My screaming got louder by this time... I'll update you all with the last 2 performance in my next entry.. gotta go watch Oh My Lady (Siwon SuJu drama).. Anyeong !!!

OMG OMG OMG.. It was really only 2 days left for the 2AM showcase when I saw on 2AM Singapore fanpage that Warner Music have 50 more copies left at  HMV with showcase passes. I thot all albums with showcase passes are sold out. I quickly ask my sis if she wanna go... So after discussing, we decided to not miss the chance to see the boys. We got our copy somehow thru someone in facebook. I missed for Ukiss and B2st showcases and i'm not gonna miss somemore of k-boys that came to Singapore. Wo Yi Ting Yao Qi...

So on the great Saturday, 10th July 2010... My heart was almost EXPLODING when we were in the mrt on the way to IMM.. Hahaha... Me and my sis were on the verge of screaming from excitement even before we see the boys.. but we have to keep calm... We were told by IaminSG (2AM fanclub) to wear either purple, black or grey to the showcase.. and so both of us decided to wear purple since the official IaminSG t-shirt is in purple. And so we go toilet, buy the nesseceries that we usually do when we go for fan meetings... and rush of to 3rd floor, Garden Plaza, IMM. And so we saw many of the fans were already there.. heard that some of them overnight there even... hehe... As usual during fan meetings, me and my sis will always find good spots for us to see and also good shots for pictures... And so we waited.. they got us high by playing 2AM's songs over & over again and we sang along... Suddenly there's rain and everybody at the front stand up and suddenly there's SPACE!!! Me and my sis RUSHED LIKE CRAZY to the front and suddenly everybody got so excited and SCREAMED.. haha... But apparently some who are there, dun understand why we screamed...  Actually we got excited becoz we got to be near (considered near lah hor) the stage... Then they annouced 2AM arrival.. then EVERYBODY SCREAMED at the TOP of our lungs cheering for 2AM... and suddenly i saw them up on stage singing to "This Song" already...hahaha.. I was busy screaming that I didn't realise they already started singing. LOLz... Their voice was damn nice and sound angelic.. it was so nice to hear and see them sing LIVE.  I couldn't believe my eyes.. Jo Kwon looked like an angel, JinWoon is damn cute to the max ... and more cuter when he smiles, Changmin is sooo HOT.. SeulOng is so damn charming.. OMG.. Up till now i can't believe that they were breathing the same air as me and that they are in the same city (Singapore) as me... OMG.. *SCREAMS* *MELTS* They sang really well... Really really well... So after they sang, interaction begins We greeted 2AM with "Annyeongha sae yeo" and "Sarang HAe Yeo" and they were damn elated that we greeted them and they say "Sarang Hae Yeo" back.. while doing the "heart" shape sign with their hands and Jokwon and Jinwoon made a big heart sign for us... OMG...And at that point of time i really felt like fainting and melting.. HAHAHA.. I really can feel their sincerity... Since 11 July 2010 was their 2nd anniversary since their debut, IaminSG decided to celebrate it for them with a cake... We sang Birthday song on English and Korean... I am more excited to sing in Korean actually... Hahaha.. The boys were damn happy and surprised that we could sing for them in Korean... They say they will repay us by singing for us.. I didn't expect them to sing "This Song" acapella version. It was a moment to remember all my life.. it was a really great experience to hear them sing acapella. Not everybody is so lucky to hear them sing..LOLs.. okok.. next song they sang was "Confession of a Friend" which is qute an old song.. ahaha.. I was actually hoping that they wud sing that and MY HOPE CAME TRUE !!! haha.. I sang my heart out while screaming to the song... Then next song was "Even If I Die, I Can't Let You Go" which is their new song... I was screaming and singing at the same time... I feel like fainting.. haha.. But I keep telling myself to breathe cos I realise sometimes I forgot to breathe.. LOLz... Then the last song was "I Did Wrong".. they dance and sang... then came Changmin's part and he LIFTED UP HIS SHIRT and we saw HIS ABS!!! everybody was screaming until dunno wat already... LOL.. CHANGMIN SOOOO HOTTT!!! In between the performance, we keep on screaming their names and OMG we were damn HIGH....hahaha.. And and and.. Jokown did his Kkap Kwon.. that sent fans screaming again non-stop.. hahaha.. Actually I didnt stop screaming and chanting.. I must say the fan chants were great.... I really hope 2AM did enjoy themsleves in Singapore and it looks like it cos they were smiling all the way... Makes me happy...

Did I make the right choice or what?

What's holding me back? Why am I not letting go? Why am I still here?

STOP IT!!! OMG...  STOP IT!!! How do I stop this thing?

I dunno.. I'm confused... Should I or Shouldnt I? Go or Don't go? Haiz... OMG!!! I have to make my decision at this crossroad... Its a tough one but I have to...

Its 50-50... Should I or shouldn't I.. OMG!! So frustrating lah...

Currently listening to : JoJo by SHINee..

Hey! My Jojo, Love Yes JoJo, Stay.... I , I was Blind...

Well... call me crazy or watever it may be but I'm still high coz I met SHINee last week and I'm so glad I went to the awards.. LOLs.. I WANT MORE SHINee!!! Now I listen to JoJo and RDD like more than 10 times per day. Actually its the only 2 songs I hear everyday... Its uncountable.. hahahaha... And of course I'm still waiting for FRH to come Singapore... Haiz... Its taking to long for them to come... This weekend, nothing special happens just that yesterday after work, I went home, fetch mummy and sister to go expo as well cos i gotta go to Babycare Festival to give "Genius Space" support for their roadshow :)  It was quite good actually.... Heee...

My thoughts: I gotta blog this frens... It just went over and I just "BOOM"... Well no matter how I kept it.. I'm still human after all.... Am I being bad by saying it all? Am I bad if I complain? Am I being bad? I do not wish to complicate the matter, I do not wish to take it further.. I want it to rest. I want it to "case close".. but it will wil bug me... Maybe.. it s time for me to do wat I have been wanting to all along... It just doesn't feel right somehow... At the same time.. I'm actually scared that I will "scar" further than it already is... The awkwardness and everything... I can't give in all the time can I? Am I being really bad by not tolerating it this time?  I'm scared that I'm being the bad person and not the other way round...

..::BuTTeRfLy LoVeR is ConFuSeD::..

Ok I can't wait to tell you everything that happened on 13th March 2010... In the morning as usual I went to work in the morning. But after that I went home to get ready to go Marina Floating Platform for the Singapore Entertainment Awards 2010 which I had bought the tickets like 3 weeks in advance. I thot that Fahrenheit would be there, so me and my sis gamble to go in case Fahrenheit will be there.. Its quite disappointing cos they are not there.. but.... another 2 weeks to the awards, i found out from Yiling that another group will be there.. it was SHINEE.. OMG it was the best time. when they come out for the red carpet, we were all shouting and standing up and jumping and screaming and running like crazy.. it was really really crazy... Then the rest was awards presentation and performances by local and Taiwan artistes... I saw, Xiao Gui, JJ Lin and a few others which I'm not familiar with... Quite great as I get to see Xiao Gui.. Weeee... By 10.00pm, Everybody was quite restless cos We are all waiting for the peak of the performances that is SHINEE performances... When almost at the end of one performance, me and my sis decided to go down abit near the stage to get ready for the SHINEE performance.. sure enough, when they announced that SHINEE is performing, everybody just go crazy once again and keep on running while screaming and shouting with cameras to find the best spot to take SHINEE picture and see them perform LIVE.. me and my sis did the same.. LOL.. SHINEE started off singing Noona is so Pretty followed by their new song Jo Jo and last their most popular song Ring Ding Dong... I took a video of them singing but it went haywire as personal satisfaction comes first.. LOL... I was singing with the rest of the crowd to their songs and it was the most great atmosphere to hear everybody sing with SHINEE and to see them perform and dance is the best part of the night. Me and my sis shouted and sang at the top of our lungs until now I got sore throat but I dun care cos it was all worth it.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.. I shall post the video I took and some videos from the fans that were there too for a clearer version.. I went crazy yesterday night.. To tell you the truth I was soo happy and shocked to see SHINEE that I almost fainted and I felt like crying.. I felt giddy for a moment but I told myself to breathe properly and try to relax abit cos I can't afford to miss SHINEE!!!! I was jumping, dancing, screaming their names, shouting, and singing at the same time... After their performance, I was really really breathless until I couldn't breathe properly I thot I could die.. LOL.. It was once in a lifetime experience and I had regretted I didnt buy the $69 tickets.. LOL... Hopefully next Korean Group to come is SS501.. I love them to bits... but I love Fahrenheit more.. hehehe.. Omg I'm so excited that I think I didn't write enough to tell you all the excitement that happened yesterday.. Its for me to remember it and safe keep it in my memories... May be if you see the video I took, you might know how I feel...

Trying to endure it as long as I can...

Currently listening to : UR Man by SS501 Weeeeee....

Things that I bought recently:

1. Love Like This (SS501) album with DVD.

2. Fahrenheit Tapiei Concert DVD.

3. Singapore Entertainment Awards (13th March 2010) tickets.

I thought that "14 Blades" movie is already over and that me and my sis will never get to watch it in cinemas. We thought we had let Wu Chun down by not watching it cos he worked so hard for "14 Blades" for his fans... We were so depressed that we couldn't contribute to support him for the movie... BUT.. things looked brighter when I was browsing the GV website with hope that they still do screen "14 Blades".. And they did.. Woo hoo.. so me and my sis made it to GV at Yishun to watch "14 Blades" yesterday... Wu Chun did so well for the movie and we were so proud of him for being such a great actor... Fahrenheit Go! Go! Go!...

Note to Fahrenheit: Aaron, hope that your eye will get well soon. Calvin and Dadong, happy that both of you enjoyed your Japan trip. Wu Chun, I'm seriously is proud of you that you did so well for "14 Blades"... Fahrenheit!! Take care of yourselves ok??? Love you guys!!!

AND... I'm meeting my LADIES this FRIDAY.... Huhu!!! Miss you Ladies... Looking forward to meet you girls and Ms Paua too....

My Thoughts: Hope things will turn out well for me after this... Its kind of hard and I do not know how to survive this.. Really... I wish I was at least 10% excited about it but I'm really not... Keep telling myself it should be interesting but maybe its the companions and not the place that matters...

..::BuTTeRfLy LoVeR & SkY EaGLe LoVe WuChun, DaDong, CaLvIn, AaRoN::..

Currently listening to : Menatap Matamu by Aril Hehehe. Nice song ah..

List of things I MISS :

1. FAHRENHEIT!!! FAHRENHEIT!!! FAHRENHEIT!!! - Aiyoh when they coming to Singapore... I really miss them sia...

2. MY LADIES - So my darlings... when is our next meeting?

3. SCHOOL, PROJECTS, LECTURES, TUTORIALS - weird.. I know.. LOL

Yesterday I went lunch with my colleagues at work.. We went to Siam Kitchen to eat. One of my colleagues ordered the "Yu Sheng" since its still Chinese New Year mood.. So ya.. I had my very first "Yu Sheng" yesterday.. Even though I'm not a fan of vegetables, but it tasted quite nice when it all mixed up... Then I was supposed to go out with fiza.. but it got cancelled again... Haiz...Then when I want to go home, we got an assignment to do.. So me, my colleague and my boss hang out after the assignment till about 7pm and I went home after that... Whew.. then at night.. I watched "Down with Love" Yeay!! the drama damn good lah...

My Thoughts : It seems so real but I think its not what I think  it is.. Sometimes I wish it was true but when I think again.. its better if its not true...

..::BuTTeRfLy LoVeR is GoInG CraZy::..